Stupid stupid stupid. And stupider because this hurts when it really shouldn’t. I assumed. I let myself go. I got too comfy. I hoped for more than you could possibly give. I hate this. I dropped everyone else because I thought to myself, Hey, No one else really is worth it if I compare em to her. I just wanna slap myself. I should have stayed shut and denied it all. I can’t see us being the same. But I promise this will be the last time. After tonight, I won’t bring it up. I won’t say one thing about. My heart is just gonna close shop. Everytime I start thinking, hey, I can maybe let someone in and hope. it either proves me wrong and bores me or ends up disappointing me. Tired. Sleepy. Sad. Mad. Lonely. Hurt. Dissapointed. Untrusting. Cold. DONE.







